Jess ; "its always darkest before the dawn"


Youve gotta put on your best face and go with it…

Youve gotta put on your best face and go with it…

Its been too long..

It isnt about who is in your life anymore or who isnt…. its about the memories and times you would almost piss yourself laughing. Igs about all the junk food and n64 matches. Its about the walks downtown and too much ice cream. Its about sharing all of your darkest secrets and telling somene you love…. ill always miss you, and ill always wish youd miss me too…. but the memories make me smile and thats what counts.



One of the first things they ask you in the ER is to rate your pain on a scale from 1 to 10. I’ve been asked this question hundreds of times and I remember once, when I couldn’t catch my breath and I felt like my chest was on fire, the nurse asked me to rate the pain. Though I couldn’t speak, I held up 9 fingers. Later, when I started feeling better, the nurse came in and she called me a fighter. “You know how I know?” she said, “You called a 10 a 9.” But that wasn’t the truth.

I didn’t call it a 9 because I was brave. The reason I called it a 9 was because I was saving my 10…and this was it. 



(Source: linseymorris)

There are certain
that will always
taste like regret and
stomach acid
on my tongue.

Michelle K., People I Decided to Let Go. (via wordsnquotes)

For a wound to heal, you have to clean it out. Again, and again, and again. And this cleaning process stings. The cleaning of a wound hurts. Yes. Healing takes so much work. So much persistence. And so much patience. But every process has an end and an appointed term. Your healing will come, God willing. And like all created things, your worldly pain will die.

Yasmin Mogahed (via beautifulsabr)